choice
Saturday, August 21, 2004
as you travel through life u will undoubtedly make decisions.. whether u make a wise one or a foolish one..only the almighty noes. WHy am i saying this..cos i made a painful decision to return to my native church of st ignatius... in so i have to stop going to city harvest church... returning to a catholic church instead of a christian one. listening to a priest instead of a pastor. Feeling bored and sleepy instead of exuberance.. Well i will definintely have to readapt once again.. no more praise and worship .. all the liveliness will be replaced of one of solemness.
Somehow my mind is confused...one side of me wants to stay in chc, while the other wants me to return to my roots. Seems like one side won.. i can c why christians enjoy their services so much in the presence of their friends and god.
2 months seem a short time..but the experience was enriching.. an eye opener into the world of christians from a catholic point of view. To jx....sorry once again...i dunno how to find words to properly explain it. I can c why pple find it hard to leave the church once u go there, it is so lively ...
The past week can be described in one word HECTIC. Why? cos there was tons of stuff to do, had to prepare for the dreaded project work report draft..that took ages... school work is piling up and my econs seems to be heading downhill..blame it on my laziness to do revision and my poor time management skills. MOnday end school late, tuesday... slept late, wednesday slept late, thursday slept late... Friday. ok one of the better days. CCA was cancelled due to the rain, so went to town to have fun along with some of my cca mates. Had lunch..chicken rice and then went to play lan again... not enough money to play pool... left around 5 .. was supposed to meet my old schoolmates at cineleisure around 550pm but i waited till 630 and they still havent arrive yet.. Turns out they arrived later than that due to being stuck heavy traffic.. drats in the end couldnt watch the movie "aliens vs predator" with them.
Today .. went to play pool in the afternoonl its becoming addictive i tell you.. still need more practice yup . Watched the olympic match between Spore and N korea... heartbreaking to see Spore's Jia wei lose to N korean in the very last match. I found the N korean very irritating with all her shouting.... I hope that SIngapore wins the bronze medal tomolo GO SINGAPORE GO JIAWEI
now my mind is blank.... thinking about the christian experience...
SIGh........................... Nite pple and god bless. May the almighty enlighten the emptiness in my heart now. To all the peeps reading this..stay cool always...no matter how bad things are, god is with u :)
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